As most of you know this has been a very bad week for me and today so far takes the cake.
I just spent a half an hour crying and talking to my dad. He doesn’t know what to say, but he tried. I want my mom and she isn’t here on earth any more. More tears now.
I don’t know what is happening to me today. Is it just today or is this the new way things are going to be and I have to go back and try to work on the meds again. I did so well for almost 5 months.
It could just be hysteria, I am prone to hysterical outbursts and the fear that my Bipolar is out of control again is scaring me right now.
I might even have to take a break if this keeps up because I am definitely not spewing rainbows right now Morgue, Sass, Diane, E and Blahpolar and Zoe (glad to see you back).
Damn tears, I can barely see through them.
Anyhow, positive thoughts and prayers would be appreciated right now if you don’t mind. You don’t have to write them, just say them in your head for me. I will hang in here as long as I can.
Thanks and much love to you all ❤
Tessa